Below are the 12 most recent journal entries recorded in mandypandy87's LiveJournal:

Friday, May 14th, 2004
9:56 pm	Poplar Grove well i was doing some filming at poplar grove on thursday with wes, brett, and ashley. we have this final project in history class and we're making a vidoe about the whiskey rebellion. so we're filming and we show up in these costumes. it was quite hilarious. so while brett and ashley are doing their scene, i, like the avid explorer i am, go off to look around. so i find this pasture with this pony, 2 sheep, 2 goats, and a flock of geese. i go running back to the others in order to get them to come and see. ashley and i go back to see the pony. ashley wants to pet the pony so she tells me to herd it towards her. so i climb into the pasture with a pony i know nothing about and all these other animals. i get the pony to go into this kinda closed off area but the thing is there's also a sheep and both goats in there. i walk into the area and the goats just stand there looking straight at me. then i realize i'm standing between them and the exit. ashley starts telling me to get out of there. i'm like where am i going to go?!!! so i managed to get out of the goats way and still herd the pony towards ashley. she and plan on herding more horses later on. i figure why not live life to the fullest by herding animals.!! Current Mood: good (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, May 8th, 2004
7:23 pm	honors drama well i'm almost seriously thining of quiting honors drama. here are my reasons: 1. i have no respect for mr. knape 2. i generally dislike mr. knape with the fire of a thousand hells 3. i miss the proffessionalism of a theater outside of school 4. i miss auditioning 5. i hate the one act plays we do 6. next year's class will suck i probably have a few more but those are definitely the most prevalent ones. of course after listing all that i think about how there's always going to be someone i hate and that i'm forced to work with. so maybe i should just buck up and be proffessional about it. plus i kinda feel like i would be deserting ashley. i hate to say because it makes me should like...i guess concieted...but she needs me. and i totally need her. we're the only returning girls in honors and the new girls (from what i've heard about those i don't know) suck. except for tia i think. so my dilema is this: do i stay and deal with but still get to act; or do i leave and try to break into community theater. i guess i'll just have to stew over it. (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 2nd, 2004
8:55 pm	DBQ Project oh man i hate that dbq project. it was long and just...ugh. plus mine is full of suck, just full of it. and my essay is even worse. i don't know why holden had to torment us with another project!!!! but it is done now so thank god. now i have the ap us exam to look forward to. just my luck!!! Current Mood: grumpy (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 28th, 2004
8:52 pm	song i found the perfect song to explain me. granted the singer isn't really great but here it is. oops i did it again by britney spears. it totally explains my flrting and everything else that goes with it. it suits me. Current Mood: accomplished (1 Comment |Comment on this)
6:21 pm	parents i am completely driven crazy by my parents. i would just like to run away sometimes. they are on me about everything and nothing. like school of course, church, not randomly kissing guys because it's a form a sex and what would i think if my future husband did that. i would think he's a totally normal human being. holy crap. and now it's getting even better because next year i'll be a senior and so there's going to be the whole college thing. my dad has already told me to ask my guidance counselor about it. i'm like what the hell happened to the fun teenage years these were supposed to be. uuuugggghhhhh. i just keep telling myself it's only another year and then i'm out of the house, out of their restrictions, out fromunder their thumb. just swimming, just keep swimming, just keep swimming, swimming... Current Mood: pissed off (Comment on this)
Monday, April 26th, 2004
9:00 pm	prom ok i had a great prom. my friends were there, i looked amazing, and we had alimo. i don't think i could have asked for a better time. unfortunately i wasn't able to have as good of a time as i wanted bc my rents picked me up but it was still awesome. plus i had my "big brother" there to keep me from doing anything stupid. ex.= anything extremely serious with mike carlough. but i loved it. Current Mood: chipper (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 22nd, 2004
8:43 pm	prom amd umpires i hated biased umpires, they should all be hit in the face with a bat. so prom is on sat. i'm so excited. i have this completely awesome dress that is gorgeous. it's black with a hint of green. low cut, completely awesome. i'm so excited about hanging out with my friends and stealing other people's dates. limo, fancy desert, fancy dresses. it is going to be awesome. Current Mood: bouncy (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 18th, 2004
8:17 am	morgan i decided that i need to get over morgan. it won't work between him and me since he lives in colorado and i can never get in touch with him on the phone. i really don't understand why i fall for the guys that i do. it's either jerks or guys that don't live in the same time zone as me!! what is up with that!!!? and i think i'm going to just stop dating for a while. since i can't find mr. right then i'll just quit looking. plus i'll get to focus more on school and that'll make my parents happy. i just really wish things could have worked out with morgan. he was the first guy i thought i was in love with. but then again having never been truely in love, i can't say whether it was or wasn't. so i'll just put him in a special place in my heart and move on. if i just keep pushing ahead i won't have to deal with what's behind me. Current Mood: determined (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 13th, 2004
6:13 pm	damn me i am by far the worst daughter ever. i told my mom about this test i have tomorrow and how stressed i am over it. then she asked me what i wanted her to do and i said let me miss 2nd block. i never thought she would say yes, but she did. no i feel horrible. i never ask my mom to let me do stuff like that and it's my own fault. but i'm totally not prepared for it at all. i'm between a rock and a hard place. plus i could really use the extra amount of sleep but still i feel like such a slacker. sometimes i really hate the things i do. Current Mood: sad (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, April 12th, 2004
4:54 pm	welsh i must say however that not having rhian around is nice because i don't have her following me and i don't have to wonder if she's happy or not. (Comment on this)
4:39 pm	alrite, mondays are the worst days ever. everyone's sluggish and it's worse when ur teachers are the same way. i hate it when people r supposed to hang out w/ ya and they run off w/ other people. i have this welsh student staying with me and she's supposed to shadow me but she keeps wanting to go off with my friends. i hate it. plus i'm kinda liable for her. what am i supposed to do? (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 11th, 2004
11:57 am	alrite i am a complete idiot. i'm sure that is said alot in these journals but it's true with me. i hurt a guy and i didn't mean too. i led him on and then broke his heart. on top of that i try to play it off as if it was his fault. truth is it's my fault. i was just looking for a good time. unfortunately it turned out all wrong. i feel like such a horrible person. i've decided i need to apologize to him(as if that makes up for what i did). i just don't know how soon i'll be able to. Current Mood: gloomy (Comment on this)